Ironic

They call me Logan because of the way that I heal
Bruce Lee because the way my hair sometimes appears
Hennessy was my nickname in high school
A vampire because I'm always in night school
I don't sleep, I'm sleep deprived
But, aspirations keep me alive
I'm about to have a huge 2020
It's funny the signs are plenty
Wherever I go I'm reminded
That I have a bigger assignment
Eyelids get little rest that they tremble
Latino, middle eastern, asian is what I resemble
It's ironic how life throws you so many curveballs
And when you think about it the earth's small
My brain is restless you would think it's psychotic
It's a riot and that's what makes life ironic 

Outer Space

Most things are a test
Learn to decipher the message
Every verse that I write is a therapy session
Stay sharp and don't hesitate to cut through the tension
Mind, body and soul meet at a junction
My rocketship is fueled and will never malfunction
Used to be consumed by anger, but what's the point?
Life is a game that will run out of coins
Stay poised in the face of death
Days fly by, still standing so the man's impressed
I don't dance, but I celebrate some
When you've been down that's just elevation
They say the sky's the limit
I disagree because outer space is when I'll be finished

Come back years later to find remains of a rapture

Chased by the devil, but my soul will never be captured

Mambo

To the left, to the right
Everyday and every night
Sweating, always making moves
Cinderallas with sensational views
Like the wild west, it's open season
No honesty, mostly secrets
Justice doesn't exist in this county
One wrong stare will get you a bounty
Too many crooked authorities
I'm a hitman to anyone that can afford me
I'm the people's champ that's why so many support me
I'm reborn everyday so this world could never abort me
I have Native American roots like Tonto
Come on folks, now let's do the mambo

Chosen

Life is too beautiful
If I make it suitable
Opportunities are at my disposal
I decided I'm chosen
My mind, body or soul won't be stolen
I don't hide behind a fortress
I'm very transparent, welcome to my doorstep
Courtesy took me far
Chivalry makes me a star
Loyalty showers me with homies
I can have a genuine conversation with people that don't even know me
You get what you give
Sometimes that's bullshit
I may not forget, but I will forgive
No time to hold a grudge
Especially for people who don't give a fuck
Why waste your energy and thoughts?
Evidence is scattered so I connect the dots
Ready or not I'm coming
To pull back the layers like an onion

Sacred

We all the know that the future is uncertain
Foolish men assume outcomes on the surface
Sometimes predictions come true
Sometimes those same predictions intrude
Who decides what's noble or immoral?
Made my fair share of mistakes so I look for a portal
To start over and make things normal
But, that might be unacceptable
Because I'd know where to place all the decimals
I know there's more to life so I do a lot of  questioning
A lot of messaging to my higher power
The answers can be sweet and sour
But, at least some answers are obvious
While others come in signs I can't complain
I can go deep into my brain it feels like I'm going insane
I don't participate in every game the man plays
But, if I did I'd be the greatest
I won't take all the credit, I owe it all to the sacred

Caution

When you finally climb out of the abyss, your body hurts
And in the path that you now search
You'll notice a resurgence of the serpent
But, don't you dare get nervous
The truth awaits you out there with your purpose
The farther that you must travel
You'll find an abandoned castle
To call your own, to call your home
You no longer crawl
With no need to brawl for the throne
You can finally rest
Put your feet up
But, don't close your eyes yet because that same snake will creep up
Asking for some water and a blanket
If you oblige, that can put you in a casket
Never forget the betrayals
The devastation left behind when they set sail
Left you for dead, but you survived
Allowing the same manipulation would be suicide

Manifestations

On the surface it always all seems good
On the inside I am dieing
But, I'm surviving
That's the only way I know
Once I step a foot into the abyss
It's a neverending hole
It's so easy to lose control
And sometimes I feel like I just might
Life is easy so why fight it?
I create my reality so why am I not excited?
Then I flip the coin
And I get consumed with all of the enjoyment
I am favored, I am blessed
I'm the greatest even when depressed
I am very capable of keeping everything close to my chest
Sometimes I'm burning so I turn to the only way I know how to address...
My soul
If I love myself so much why can I let it show?
Both spectrums battle for my attention
One saying, "just be reckless"
The other saying, "be patient for all of your successes"
It's impressive how the brain works
One moment I'm in my cave
The next I analyze every piece of worth
I become overwhelmed and regurgitate in spurts.....
Sun shines regardless
Seasons change, creations harvest
So much to give
Will there ever be an even exchange?
At times it feels like I've already departed
Build around several deposits
And bulldoze 'em when it's hostile
Move on in my rocket
Land wherever I choose to set my sockets
Adapt to the ruckus
Observe the strings and the puppets
Keep calm, and remember that I should never get flustered
I am too easily combusted
Life has her legs wide open and I'm just about ready to fuck it
The guy is back
Committed suicide and returned a bit confused
Slowly becoming stronger and more of what I'm used too
I'm here to amuse you
I'm so contagious to all of my pupils
Appreciative that my energies constantly requested
All the energy I've previously invested is coming back ten fold
Permanent, not rentals
I promise to myself to keep myself centered
I spread love to you all even in my darkest moments
Dear Universe, "I'm sorry I doubted you for a second, I am open...."
Build on the good ones, break away from bad habits
It has to add up like mathematics
Life is too short to sit in traffic

Waste of Time

I'm a fucking G
You will not fuck with me
I kept the memories
There is no censorship
I gave you mentoring
You were a selfish trick
I kept the memories
I don't mind showing the world
Mentally you're a little girl
I don't mind showing the world
I gave you a safety net
Now you're a hazy thought
You live in a little box
Glad I told you to go to kick some rocks
All those nights were my revenge
Yes I did play pretend
Now I do comprehend
You were a habit
Not an addiction
You will never take my ambition
A walking contradiction
Baby this, baby that
My mama raised me better than that
I'm too amazing to ever waste time with a drama queen
Go back to your wannabes
I won the war
Thank you for....Nothing
The thought of you is disgusting

My Bible...

No need to worry about life's grief
Problems come and go, and are sometimes needed
To appreciate the little bits and pieces that hold me together
Because nothing lasts forever
No need to walk around depressed
Be patient, be grateful and GOD will take care of the rest
Stay vigilant and don't forget the stumble
Pray and meditate daily to stay humble
Money helps, but a good heart yearns for insight
You can be walking around when all of a sudden it hits you on the inside
A couple steps backwards to analyze what's ahead
I've been an example of the walking dead
But, I no longer accept that role
Through the almighty God I can take control
The guidance is there to take
I kneel, stand and now fully embrace...